9/26/2005

恬適

20050924 (六)
帶著惺忪的睡意出門,沿著台北市街頭,居然找不到『星巴克』,只因購買了隨行卡且已儲值。幸好,在馬偕醫院旁的小巷口有一家,輕飲幾口後才有一種醒過來的感覺,想,中毒太深了吧?
接到Cristal一家人,就轉往內湖駛去,到了satan要帶我們去的咖啡簡餐店(忘了名字及拿名片囉),選擇二樓吸煙區坐,或許是假日又鄰近三個學校,所以人潮稀少卻也顯得恬靜自若。室內的擺設裝潢很溫馨又簡單,唯一不搭襯或許是中央的那顆假矮樹吧?不過餐點倒是普通沒特色。
餐後,累累的四個大人帶著一個興致高昂的小孩,轉往河濱公園開去,幸好天空矇矇的,所以日照不致太強,在噴水池旁看水舞動、陪小朋友玩、看別人家的狗狗…很平凡的開懷。
近晚,送Cristal一家人回永和後,回程途中順到去『古早傳說』吃晚餐,一邊聊天看雜誌。

9/20/2005

結婚紀念日

2005.09.20
sunny的結婚紀念日,在這個屬於她的特別日子裡,在享受平價卻又幸福的晚餐那同時,還想到我打電話來,要幫我帶晚餐,此時心裡真是充滿了滿滿的感動。

不過除此外,可愛的sunny此行還有個目的,就是要讓我看看幫她搭配的衣服,實際上穿起來感覺如何?那當然是好看囉!

不過總而言之,很謝謝她對我的關心還有照顧,所以,在這裡寫下我對她的祝福「祝她永遠都保有這份幸福及快樂」。

淚的聲音

聽不見眼淚的聲音
因不懂怎樣的清澈才叫淚
所以
從來不明白我傷悲
總在夜深月昇寂靜之際
滋潤著孤獨
空洞的心已不在乎被佔滿
輕輕低 悄悄低
界線失去鮮明
今夜
朦朧月影下
閃閃淚光在獨舞著
轉阿轉 繞阿繞
直至黎明吞沒

9/03/2005

the end

The psychological feelings say a word without knowing where to begin,continuously thought can have the change,continuously thoughtpersisted the office does not move, original all only are fantasizes,all processes only for in the future heartache。
Who doesn't need to see the heart, who doesn't need to understand the heart,said again many also all is spatial, originally so-called does not have truth love, originally really loves only is oneself for oneself,perhaps, I also am one,when requests the others not to have selfishly to me, I already selfish, who because everybody doesn't have the right to request to change for who, do not have again to think love having to be great。
Does not have the means to withstand again such repeatedly,the preceding quarter looks like joyfully incomparable,the next quarter actually inexplicable leaves,what a pity,thought insane could not actually be insane,will not want again the such clear life,not to have the goal also not to have the future,was only the time parasite。
The tears are unable to control continuously flow off,in this family,certainly does not want to detect by any person,since everybody must look is only a representation,I may continuously smile,give the self- argument which you wants,after will cross tomorrow,I will be able to have belong to own dark space,will be allowed to care about nothing bursting into tears。
Starts earnestly to think that,initially should not stop the footsteps to turn head,should be cruel-hearted such by far leaves,did not have to care about again,perhaps could not become the pretext which you evaded。
Also earnestly starts to want to leave this own continuously familiar place,because since I have not finished the life right,also does not have the means to force oneself to look cheerful again,does not have the means to go again facing Zhou Wei cares about me the person,then I would rather anything not to have,so long as I also lived like this may,now the belt only was thinking joyful and sadly went to faraway places。

9/02/2005

the song of soul

持續用低縻情緒撕裂時間,劃下一道道赤裸又醜陋的傷痕,殘忍的烙印成回憶,無法按任意鍵就可輕易刪除,見證塵煙般的腳步,而,誰曾深深記憶?
可以說值得,不在乎誰曾愛與不愛,在生命中無助悠遊,值得在那份期許,或許,未果!
色彩似漸螁去,甜蜜負荷不了現實,甜蜜的負荷存在童話世界?此刻起,黑白映畫適合未來放映,誰在乎內容?誰在乎結局?卻停止不了轉動,依舊不起眼的在角落悲鳴的演出,只因落幕時間未至。
這,好嗎?也曾想闊步出走自己,勇氣卻停止在愛了之後,心,成了最可悲的旅人,迷途在生命異域。

9/01/2005

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異夢

越來越奇異,戰爭、恐慌、武器‧‧這些影像都一幕幕由如真實世界般,再沉睡的另一世界上演,而我,竟是逃慌者之ㄧ,不敢觸及周遭亂象,深怕亂了腳步。
僅存的戰後生物,各懷所思、各有所念,唯一最清楚難忘的一幕:
『why you do this?』〈被人伸出援手施救的人不解的問?因為戰亂中的人眼中應該只有自己。〉
『cause you don't have love‧‧here。』〈救他的人雙手疊著放在胸前堅定的回應。〉
可能描述的不善完盡,但是夢裡那個景象卻很難忘。就好像自己也身歷戰亂一樣,好像能夠體會新聞常常播放戰區,那些無辜人民、老人、幼童面容上空洞雙眼裡填滿的無助。